It's Monday. Hi! It's about 10 days+ after my birthday. I'm 20 years old now. It's the start of thinking and thinking so hard. I admit that this part of my life, I will make decisions that can make a different path into different/mysterious future. It hurts in my head, I think about two things and that is if I'm gonna continue studying or continue working.
I know God has plans. I prayed to Him to do the decision-making because I can't decide it myself. It is my weakness because from my childhood years my parents are the one deciding and I'm just being obedient doing what they like and trying to analyze why they plan that. I suck into deciding on my own, and for me to decide this big for my future.. my head and heart hurts. It is so hard to balance out things. Because in the end, if I fail... there is no one Ican blame but myself. And I may regret, balme and pity myself. I may think that I'm stupid and weak.
Anyways, God will bless me!
bye.;)
and so... this is my story. This is my fairy tale story, simple adventures and treasured moments.
