Friday, May 14, 2010


Thank God its friday! You know, when I'm in elementary and highschool years, Friday was the best day of the week and saturday was just awesome. I am really nervous then when it is Sunday night, because after that night, i'll be a student again getting pissed off with classes and school stuffs. So, yeah... i was bored. I opened then my camera at my laptop and click some shots.
It was in our living room and kinda hungry. So till here. Ow wait..hmm..I had a lonely/awkward memory yesterday but I don't wanna tell now, because that's in the past. I was really optimistic in this time of my life right now, I don't know why. Because things seems not falling into places, I got myself like, i got my defense mechanism of cheering myself. Lately, i felt really bad and all i did is wrong and foolish. At the past, when like this came at my way, all i do is cry. But, now...i just kinda numb. I do mistakes, but even if I do
it, right after I don't blame myself. I don't cry. I don't think hardly on that mistake. I will forget it the next few days. I forgive myself instantly, because I know, God is always forgiving me no matter what my unintentional actions were.
So, if you are reading this blog post, if you made a mistake, first thing you can do, is forgive yourself. Then, if you already forgive the hell out of you, and can smile after that, you can forgive others.
Hope it works.
till here.
xoxo