Saturday, August 7, 2010

tears no more.

Tissues, everyone?
Crying is the best way to express someone's feelings. The strongest person and the happiest one had always been moments in their life when all they've done was to cry. It is a defense mechanism of the heart. The only doings of both saddest and happiest ones. They say that crying sometimes can clear feelings. After you cry, you will feel a lot better. When crying, i usually hide myself and get into my bed. During my weeping moments, i question God. I speak to Him about how I feel and how much it hurts. I would say that when I cr, I feel refreshed afterwards. My heart will change and live in up again. After a bucketful of tears, I will always turn over my hurtful feelings to the Lord. And in return, He will give me new hope to fight for aiming happiness. ;)

Friday, August 6, 2010

my life's simple happiness

When I say simple things, i mean very simple. It can be my family, my friends, and these things:
The flower Rosal is always been my favorite and close to my heart. My grandparents' house had rosal plants on it and blooms with gorgeous flowers. It smells so good. I really want to have many rosal flowers in our house or in my future house. ;) I also remember my kind grandmother. The scent of it makes me remember her everytime. I will always treasure a kind grandmother like her. It breaks my heart because she's not here anymore when I needed a person to hold on to. When I'm crying it will be so hard patting my own heart. When things are not doing good, and when all you do is cry, you will realize people's own way of taking care of you. My grandmother at this point, will give me an ice cream. Anyways, i hope someone will give a rosal and enumerate why he/she gave me one.

I love food! It's when I eat good and delicious food that can kill depression. It's my medicine of heartaches and self-disappointments. But, there are food that I prefer not to eat. Foods that are sour never gets my buds.  That's why I always catch runny nose and cough.

i love pets! i love animals. i love cats and dogs.

i love music. But, i think, it didn't love me? haha.
;)